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Saturday, May 26, 2012

Baccalaureate Sermon

So, I don't normally post my sermons on here. I just don't feel like the written versions pack the same punch as the verbally delivered versions. Still, some have asked about it, so I thought I would share. Enjoy!


Be Strong
A Homily
Guymon Community Baccalaureate
Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Joshua 1:6-9


Good evening. It is good for me to be here with you tonight. On behalf of the Guymon Ministerial Alliance, I welcome you. In the name of our God – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit – may you all find peace in the grace of the risen Christ. I have this wonderful privilege tonight – Seniors – to see your faces. You are all together and eager for the days ahead. On Friday, all I will see are the backs of your heads while you’re sitting at the stadium. Are any of you the least bit excited for what’s coming next? It’s ok to say so.
One thing I want you all to know, from the outset, is that I am going to keep it short tonight. I know you are excited and eager to get to the Senior Video. You are even more excited to get to Friday. So, I will promise you that this won’t take too long. But in this short time, let’s be agreed that it is a right, good, and joyful thing to pause together as a community of friends and family to reflect on the things God has done, is doing, and will do in your lives.
I myself am about to make a change. For the past six years I have had the opportunity to watch you grow up through Jr. High and High School. Now it’s time to go. We all have anxiety about what this means. Be strong. God is not through with you yet. It is only the beginning.
There’s this great story from the Bible. There was a young man by the name of Jacob. Jacob had grown up in a very religious family. He himself was pretty indifferent to it. He wasn’t necessarily against all the religious stuff his mom and dad were into; he just didn’t follow it himself very strongly. Jacob was a lot like all of you. He had dreams; passions; and a lot of hope for the future. But Jacob just couldn’t bring himself to think very far outside of himself. His whole life was a very self-centered existence. It was always, “Jacob gets what Jacob wants.”
One day, he had a pretty big blow up with his family. He stole something that was very important to his brother Esau, so much so that Esau wanted to kill Jacob. Jacob ran away from home to get free from all of it. At first, Jacob thought that he had really made it – away from home and able to live his life how he wanted. No more religious stuff from mom and dad. No more fighting with his brother. No more expectations. Jacob finally got what he thought he wanted. He thought he was being strong.
He made a lot of mistakes in that time. He met a lot of girls. Did a little partying. Had to find a job. In all of that “life stuff” Jacob just got angrier and more afraid and more anxious. He kept thinking, “any day my brother is going to show up to beat me up or even kill me.” He started a family of his; he did his best. But there was never peace; never true happiness. It was all because Jacob thought being strong meant being the best or being wealthy or having the hottest spouse or the most security. He thought that being strong meant being able to walk all over anyone that got in the way of the things he wanted. He thought being strong meant taking what he wanted regardless of who it hurt. Being strong – as far as Jacob was concerned – meant putting his desires ahead of all others. And it was killing him. It was tearing apart his soul.
Anxiety, fear, no direction, a troubled heart: do any of these things sound familiar? Have you ever been there, Seniors? Are you there now? We tell you to be strong, but what does even mean? Jacob had to be confronted with the truth. Having strength, as it turns out, is less about what you can gain for yourself and more about what God is able to do in spite of you.
So the story goes on: Jacob one day found himself all alone. He was traveling with his family, but he just felt like he needed to be alone. Sometimes, we all just need time alone. He sent the kids and everyone on ahead. He was standing at a little creek out in the middle of nowhere, and it was starting to get dark. Jacob was at a low point in his life. The guy who had run away from home and run away from faith was standing in the dark all alone – his soul wrenching from the agony of fear. He couldn’t put his finger on what the problem was, only that he was trying to be as strong as he possibly could. Out in the distance, in the darkness of that place, what appeared to be another man started walking towards Jacob. The other man didn’t say anything; he just grabbed hold of Jacob and wrestled him to the ground. They fought all night long. As the sun was about to rise, the stranger dislocated Jacob’s hip and told him, “From now on your name isn’t going to be Jacob anymore. It will be Israel, which means ‘the one who struggles with God.’” With that, the stranger disappeared, and Jacob knew that he had been wrestling with God all night long.
Jacob’s life changed forever after that. He realized for the first time in his life that his own strength was worthless. His whole life he had been fighting with everybody – taking what he wanted and living how he wanted. And, still, even with that version of strength, Jacob was nothing. He had nothing. He was vulnerable. His heart was sick with the years of sin and dark doubt and despair. “Oh my God,” he cried out. “Save me. Save me from a life of vanity and self-centered pride.” As it turns out, my friends, when we tell you to be strong, we are not telling you to be like Jacob. In fact, we are telling you to submit to the one who is stronger than any of us. 
Here’s the funny thing about strength. We as Christians don’t believe that it is physical strength that ever wins the day. Sure, you may win a fight or two along the way, but really our strength comes from the one who created us. Paul, in the New Testament (hundreds of years after Jacob), put it this way: “Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight  in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions,  in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” Jesus himself told his disciples, “If any want to become my followers, they must first deny themselves. For the first will be last and the last will be first.”
This doesn’t seem right. The world around us has taught that you TAKE what you want; that strength is about what you can GET not what you can give. We Christians make this remarkable claim that our weakness is our strength, and it’s all because we worship a God who submitted himself to live the life of a servant and even to suffer on behalf of others. This is how the world is conquered: through submission, service, and sacrifice. Your strength comes by way of your willingness to give your life away for something so much bigger than yourself. That is the strength of Almighty God.
It is so true that you can go out into this world and take it. You can own this world on your terms. You can get more stuff. You can make money. You can walk all over your neighbors and hurt many people. You can do all of this while getting every pleasure your heart desires. That’s the thing about this world. It provides at one and the same times everything you want and nothing that you need.

Be Strong. God is bigger than all of that. Be the kind of person you were created to be. Be strong – not in the way the world talks about strength but in the way God designed it. Paul said, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”
Your class Scripture comes from the book of Joshua.” Be strong; Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged; for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” It’s all about God and what God is doing in your life, even if you don’t realize it. Some of you are full of fear and doubt and maybe even anger. God is bigger than that. Some of you don’t know what direction you are going. But God is bigger than that. Some of you are sure of the future and desire to take hold of it. God is bigger than even our understanding. I say to all of you, then, to trust in the God who called you according to his purpose and you will know what an abundant life – a life of complete joy – can really be.
The hard truth is that we cannot begin to truly live until we let go of everything. I think we have an ongoing problem with thinking that God will always desire the things we desire. We wrongly assume that because we want to be wealthy, successful, and well-thought of, that God must want those same things for us. The truth is, we don’t know what living is until we quit trying to live for ourselves. True life, Jesus tells us, begins in submission – in the denial of yourself. To lose your life for God’s sake means that you will gain it. You will find strength for the journey, not from anything you have done for yourself but from what God has done and is doing for you.
 Following Jesus into this world– even in the day to day – in that every day, walking around life – is nothing short of consuming. At least, it should be. We behave as if God is very small. But God is bigger than anything I could ever ask for or imagine. God is the source of our strength, and the way of God will  take you to places you never could have imagined before. With Jesus, we find the power of God that is capable of overcoming any of our hindrances, hesitations, and hang-ups.
Sister and brothers, be strong. Be strong in the Lord your God who has called you to his eternal purpose, and that purpose is to find faith, hope, and love worked out every day. Find strength in the God who gave himself up for you and me. THIS LIFE – you make take. But you’ll never truly live until you let go and let God be the source of your strength. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

Lover

Derek Webb is one of the greats. My ipod was on shuffle this morning, and this song came up. Imagine it's Jesus singing this song, and it will make some sense. I've put the lyrics below and also a link to a video of the song. Enjoy! 
 
 
 
Like a man comes to an altar I came into this town
with the world upon my shoulders and promises passed down
and I went into the water and my Father, he was pleased
I built it and i'll tear it down so you will be set free

But I found thieves and salesmen living in my Father's house
I know how they got in here, and I know how to get 'em out
I'm turning this place over from floor to balcony
And then just like these doves and sheep, you will be set free

I've always been a lover from before I drew a breath
some things I loved easy and some I loved to death
because love's no politician, it listens carefully
of those who come i can't lose one, so you will be set free

But go on and take my picture, go on and make me up
I'll still be your defender, you'll be my missing son
and i'll send out an army just to bring you back to me
because regardless of your brother's lies, you will be set free

I am my beloved's and my beloved's mine
so you bring all your history and I'll bring the bread and wine
and we'll have us a party where all the drinks are on me
then as surely as the rising sun, you will be set free

A List of Misses

As I prepare to move to El Reno, I am finding that there are many things I will miss deeply about Guymon and Victory Memorial. Here is a highlight list (not in any particular order):

1. The Urban Bru
2. Sunsets
3. Variety Show and Cake Auction
4. Music on Main Street
5. Taco Shop
6. Novak Fresh Eggs
7. Soccer Games
8. Every Morning is Easter Morning
9. Repairing the Bus (again)
10. "May the Lord Bless You and Keep You..."
11. Horses
12. Outreach Committee Meetings
13. Keilbasa with Coach
14. CLEW Camp
15. Late Night Coffee at J & Js

This is only a small list of the things I will miss. The full list is much longer and growing, but these are some of the highlights. What would you put on the list if you were moving?